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It rains.

I want to do everything and nothing. I want to clear clutter and filth, everything that needs doing, all the chores. And I want to do nothing because I'm tired and cramping and cold.

I found a perfect mp3 player. Perfect for me that is. I've decided that yes, it may be time to take a step up in technology. If I buy a new CD player I have to haul the CDs with me. I have to find a pack to hold it. I have to be careful not too jostle it to much.

With an mp3 player I could have all the music I want with me anytime and get my chores easier and dance around the living room and pretend to be a singer and...I don't know what all else, but I could.

The 1GB Muvo Tx MP3 Player/Voice Recorder USB Red with Fm Tuner is the one for me. Perfect. All the features I want, nothing I consider superfluous.

I won't be buying it. I must keep the future in mind. There will still be bills to cover in March and April and May and beyond, necessary bills. And the truth is I can get the chores done without an mp3 player. I just choose not to.

I shouldn't have even gone looking for it. Because now I know it exists, the perfect one for me...look at it, it's even RED and I can't have it.

I'm throwing his stuff out. Little by little. I told him I would, told him more than once. No doubt he thinks he can get away with this because everyone has always let him. Other people are too nice. I don't have the luxury of being too nice. I have a small apartment, too small even before his stuff. It's damaging my mood, being so fucking cramped. So I told him. Three times I told him and he said okay and then he didn't come out and get anything and so I'm doing it.

I still feel like a bitch.