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Sometimes...you just have a weird fucking day.

I made a skirt and top today, for the Beltane todo in a couple of weeks. The second Beltane, not the first.

Yeah, I'll explain that later.

Anyway, I made it all freeform and stuff, no patterns, just pieces of fabric. Looks very Pagan-ish. I have to make some adjustments on the top, trim the sleeves and fix the neckline and the bust a bit. Though for my first try darting a bust freehand, I think I did pretty good....none of ya'll know what I'm talking about, do you?

So I was happy about that, and I made a bunch of calls I needed to make, though not the one to the library. I couldn't hack it after all the necessary calls, I was just socialized out. It doesn't take much with me.

Watched a movie. Eastern Promises. Viggo Mortensen. Tattoed...heavily. Russian accent (christ, a really, really sexy fucking Russian accent, which he got down really well, even all the Russian mannerisms). Fight scene in which the opponent is clothed, Viggo is nude. Bare nude. Like, you get to see the family jewels. And his cute little butt. Which was not overly worked, thank god. His upper body was all cut, but his derriere was au naturel. Vincent Cassel was in it too. Adorable French actor playing a Russian mobster. In London.

And then? I check my e-mail just before I go to bed? Gah. A name I hoped never to see again, because he just keeps...well, suffice it to say, I loved him, and even still love him, but I'm not willing to put up with his issues. Um...this is not the ExBoyfriend by the way.

The guy whose name I didn't want to see? Michael. Christ, it even makes me flinch still to type it. I told him the last time we had contact (through e-mail), just a few months ago, to just don't. I won't contact you, you won't contact me. I put his e-mail address on block and told him I was doing it.

And today his name shows up in my Inbox again! Oh, he wasn't e-mailing just me...apparently he found some hysterical video he wanted to send out to his friends. I was on the list. How did this happen at all? He has a new e-mail address.

Now, I'm not vain enough to think he signed up for a new e-mail address just to get through to me, and disguised it with some group e-mail.

However...I did tell him I didn't want to hear from him again...that means you don't write to me.

And it did disturb me a good deal, seeing it. Makes me very unhappy. Especially when I'm thinking how much weight I gained and how I really, really, really want to be having sex now. He is a shallow hal, so I wouldn't even let him see me, because I don't need a pity fuck thank you. And I've made a vow. And who the hell do you think you are!

Yes, that screwed me good.

Fuck. I have to open tomorrow.