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I feel so scattered today. I'm still buzzing over that thing with my Grove. The more I read of this Psychic Vampire Codex the more repulsed I become. Again, this is not the work my friends were referred to in the workshop, but it is by the same author and facilitator of the workshop. The co-opting of all the parts in the attempt to revert back to an ancient caste system in the Ostara ritual was bad enough, but they want to learn and integrate techniques of energy manipulation from this person. I must read the other book, the book strictly about psychic energy manipulation exercises. I can't get if from the library, but it's worth spending the money on it. I can resell it on Amazon. I cannot make such a major decision, to leave my spiritual family, without full knowledge of what the fuck is going on here. Gah. That means I have to go OUT. Into the sun. I have get past my phone phobia and call my friend the Runester. The email just had his home and work phone numbers. He only has email at work and checks it infrequently. I had totally forgotten that. Well. That was a wasted trip. They didn't have the book I needed. And I had to go out in public, in the sun. To the bookstore. Which was stupid, because all those books were talking and there were people there of course and hey-zeus, the crap they have in those stores, the stuff you KNOW is going to be used twice (maybe) and then thrown away. The whole thing gave me a horrendous headache from clenching my jaw. Now I'm even more scattered then when I started the day. I did call the Runester but of course I called his house during the day, because I knew he'd be at work. It's easier for me to leave a message the first time, then call back later. And maybe they even call me back first. Then I get to just answer the phone. I have a store meeting to attend tonight at seven PM, so I can't take a nap as I'd like. I don't want to go to some stupid store meeting. I want to have a vodka drink (but no whiskey or lager drink) and watch the miniseries on Rome my friend Kim recommended. I went over to Amazon and ordered that book. Secondhand so it was cheaper then if I'd bought it in the store, even with the S&H. Perhaps I won't be selling it again...I need to be able to make notes in it and you can't recoup your buying price if you do that. Maybe I can swap it on Goodreads. 0 fans wrote in
Well, now you've done it. - May 29, 2008 Oh, the hypocrisy! - May 26, 2008 Stupid Girl...Wednesday is Garbage day - May 21, 2008 this is what happens from too much loud rock and roll - May 20, 2008 nuthin but a number - May 19, 2008
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